bye bye blog

bye bye my blogs

bye bye facebooks

i'll be back later

will have a long journey

pray for a safe journey until  i arrive at my destination

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sekali lagi

Hurmmm

maaf tapi saya sngt terluka dgn perbuatan awak

):saya harap sngt ini kali terakhir awk buat macam tu kat saya :(

saya hanya seorang manusia biasa yg dicipta mempunyai hati dan perasaan

mungkin sy tak faham situasi awak dan awk mungkin juga tak faham apa yg saya rasa

tapi hati saya dah terlalu bnyk luka

saya minta maaf if saya mampu jadi teman terbaik dalam hidup awak

My blogs

Long time ago...
people need a pen and a book as a diary to write everythings.


Now,
most of internet users just need a blog to write everythings and keep it as a diary.


Same goes to me...thanks to my blogs...they help me a lot and make me feel good even just for a while...people do said....we need to share our problem with someone else so that we can feel good after that and i will write it in my blog instead of share it with my beloved friends...

p/s: i like your new blog post, zarina....nice, cute and sweet....how lucky you are :)

sleep is a good medicine

How you get sleepy after crying, 

It's like your mind telling you,

"you've suffered enough, it's time to shut down for a bit."

Gedik!

5 months 2 days

hehe....mekasih awk coz stay still dgn saya....tahan dgn kerenah sy yg awk kate GEDIK tp awk tu OVER GEDIK okeyh...huhu....mekasih juge sbb still mampu buat saya tersenyum lagi sampai sekarang....papepun...terima kasih bnyk2 utk semua rasa bahagia yg awk bg...

heart you soo much dear...

please stay happy...

p/s : i miss you dear ... so much love for you ....

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Day & Night

saya rasa 

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saya tak mampu bersuara lagi

rasa mcm nightmare

soo late

Disana berkata begitu

Disini berkata begitu

kepelbagaian suara

owhhh......sungguh membosankan

semuanya tanpa jawapan yg pasti

kehilangan perasaan

serasi bersama kekosongan

kerimasan semakin menyubur

kecelaruan fikiran

keputusannye:

tanpa suara

tanpa paksaan

buang harapan

They always advising me 

• take care mira
• jage diri elok elok
• jgn lupa makan
• jgn nakal nakal

How such caring they are ? tp mira tak pernah nk dgr semua tu ... i just playing with their words ... how cruel am i to them ? sometimes i felt guilty for my act to them ? i always ignore them ? i can't even see them ? how pity am i ? i should treat them nicely but i'm didn't .... i hurt them very much ...

p/s : i'm sorry very much but please listen to me ... please stop hoping .... i'm not enough good for you ....