what's "wow" me?

Oh hai peeps,

such along time right?

too busy. well. i'm final year student and of course i'm busy.

okeyh enough!

straight to the point.

dear someone. 

you! yes you!

From our conversation "tngk luaran dulu ke dalaman dulu?"

heyyyy. 

me of course la dalaman dulu.

yg mana2 yg hensem2 mira judge dia jahat.

no matter who he is. i will give a bad impression first.

i can say that i like him.

i can puji dia hensem. 

i can "wow" "wah" pada kelebihan physical yg dia ada.

but deep in my heart will say

 

"this guy is soo bajet2 la"

"this guy is high taste la. ieuwww"

"this guy mana nak kawan dgn org biasa2 je"

"this guy mana nampak org biasa2 kat depan mata dia"

and many others bad impression and etc and ehhh? over la pula!

phewww -,-'

then because of this i choose you. yes! you la.

if i see luaran dulu. i never look at you.

i really adore someone yg ada leadership gitu.

i know who are you long time ago. 

then that's why la i choose you dear.

besides i'm comfortable when with you.

okeyh. sekian.

BM222 5D

hello everybody,

Such a long time kan tak post apa-apa. hehe. busy la. sangat sangat busy. banyak benda nak kene buat before this. well. student life kan. always busy. busy with assignment, quiz, test and final exam. phewww.

ENOUGH! stop mention about my busy life. hehe. This time mira nak tulis pasal kelas baru mira. btw. before ni mira kelas BM222XE. Bila masuk final year ni mira tukar kelas BM222XD. Selepas pelbagai factor dipertimbangkan. Pelbagai masalah yang berlaku so mira and dua orang lagi kawan mira ambil keputusan tukar kls D. Mira sayang lagi kawan-kawan kat kelas E tp we have to change our class. at first mira rindu la juga kengkawan kat kelas E tu. There are a lot of memory with them. TAPI mira sedih. sedih bila mira kene buang dari group BM222XE kat fb. What? 1 Tahun mira duk kls tu then sebab mira pindah kelas terus kene buang dari group tu. OKEYH. Baru mira faham makna friendship admin group BM222XE. Terima kasih banyak banyak admin kelas BM222XE. Mira hargai hasil usaha awak buang mira dari group tu. 

Take time juga nak rawat hati terluka ni. ERKKK. Dah macam orang bercinta pula. Allah tu maha adil. Dia sentiasa bersama dengan hamba nya saat susah and senang. Sabar itu kunci nya. Sekarang ni mira happy sangat sangat with my new class BM222 XD. Believe me! Kelas D memang the best class sepanjang mira duduk Kelantan. Mira buat keputusan yang betul. This is my 1st time mira happy duduk kat Kelantan. Thank you Allah untuk semua nikmat ni. Mira bersyukur sangat. Allah gantikan dengan benda yang lagi baik dari sebelum ni. Now, mira secara rasminya jadi student from class D. why? because mira dah join group kelas D kat fb. Thank you admin kelas D.  

ouchhhh

hey..we meet again? yeahh. All the test over. just wait for final exam but i'm not ready yet. ohh my! slap my face. tak sedar diri lagi yang kurang dari 10 hari nak duduki final exam. fuhhh. 

since today i just finished my last test. islamic finance. i got new interesting story. aww~ thanks to 2 little cute friends. meor and kimiey sebab jaga kan tempat kiteorang harini. cute sangat korang and tempat tu sangat strategic. i like it. i do adore one of them. guess who? *kenyit mata sikit*

Dear Friend

Hello again! i'm here again!

Exam just around the corner and of course i'm busy with quiz, test,assignments. stress. OMG! tired! but. lagi tired bila friendship turn to awkward friendship. so sad. i miss the old us. miss the time when we have a lot of things to talk about. if i did anything wrong. i'm sorry okeyh. 

p/s: i do adore you until now :)

Now

Hello Hello Hello

After a long time. i'm coming back to update this blog. 

I'm happy with my life even i've go through soo much pain. Just this few weeks. i'm too lazy for everythings. i'm tired with many things. sad for many things. Banyak benda buat mira terasa. i do not get hurt by your word but i get hurt by your action. i feel suck but try to act happy. i just miss my diploma friends. my ex-house mate. i miss them soo much. Totally miss my diploma life. Diploma things is better than degree things. This is sincerely from my heart. Yanie. Leha. Cqen. Syima. Ika. i miss all of you. You're best ever friends that i have. me just enjoy my life. Try to act happy even deep in my hurt it totally hurt right now. 

i can't

hello guys,

Suddently terasa nak menulis after a long time. student life just started but i don't know how long i have been at here (Kelantan). sincerely untill now i still can't adapted to this place. hati sangat-sangat memberontak. gila-gila punya tak boleh terima. sepanjang kat sini. i just lie to myself. sangat-sangat menipu diri sendiri. depan kawan-kawan act like i'm ok. act like i'm happy together with them. the truth ! my soul really can't accept this. i want to be at home. i want to be with my mom. i want to make my mom happy. tak nak duduk sini lama-lama. berharap sangat masa berlalu dengan cepat. tak ada kenangan kat sini pun tak apa. i don't want to create any memory at here. mira bukan benci kawan-kawan mira. i just can't really adapted to this new environment. enough for this time. i'll stop now. bye.

Thank You

3 March 2013.

 i'll remember this date. i had soo much fun. thanks a lot for Mr. Amer and Mr. Faez. thanks also for the gift. i love them soo much.
wink wink wink.

Something

Dear momentos,
it has been a few years i live without you.
i've go through soo much pain and happiness.
banyak benda saya belajar.
i learn how to move on. how to accept all the pain.
i learn how to forgive and forget.
i learn how to fight for my self.
it has been soo hard for me but now saya adapted to it.
kadang-kadang saya rindu tp saya tahan semua perasaan tu.
now, i'm happy with my new life.
saya gembira dengan apa yang saya ada sekarang.
kawan-kawan. family. mereka sentiasa ada untuk saya.
setiap pagi bila bangun dari tidur.
i'll tell my self. it a new day for me. i should enjoy my day.
The reason i'm coming back because i want to move on my life without any regret.
i'm sorry if i'm disturbing you atau buat awak rasa serabut or anything else.
i don't mean for it.
i do not hope we being like we used to be.
it just enough for me to be friends. a good friend maybe.
we can share everything like other friends. like me and my friends.

this totally sincerely from my heart.
keep smile. keep happiness.

Hold it

Mid sem holidays give soo much fun to me. i'll use this time wisely. ermmm, what should i write then. it already 5.26 a.m. i still can't get sleep. actually i just finished watching rooftop prince. such a nice story. i like it. i want to write something but how should i write it? this hard for me.

After a long time. i'm fine with my life. such a peaceful life. suddently something happened. it starts when i'm trying adapted to a new life. this is a type of feeling. i don't know what this called but it very deep in my heart. i don't know why. i'm still searching for the answer. it is love or crush or amazing or anything else. i just hate this feeling. i can't feel better with this feeling. why i've to be like this? i'm totally hate this. it just kind of problem for me. sometime it make me want to say like this " what is the fucking feeling of this?". i'm a little rude right? sorry. what i'm going to say is i feel awful with all this things. just enough for this time. till we meet again. bye.

Sunway Lagoon and Sunway Piramid

This is the real holidays . I had much fun with my friends . Miss Cqen, Miss Syima, Miss Syazana and Mr Atha . I'll never forget all the memory . Thanks friends for the exciting days . weeee~~

 

After a long time

Banyak nya habuk ! kan ? dah lama tak main kat sini . Sangat-sangat busy dengan tempat baru . 1 sem dah berlalu . Kota Bharu (KB) . it still new for me . tengah semester break sambil tunggu result . seram sejuk je bila pk pasal result . so, mira tak nak pk . stop thinking about exam result . nak duduk umah . nak rehat puas-puas dan nak enjoy sampai lebam . After this, akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk update blog yang berhabuk sangat ni . wait for next update . wink wink wink !