Thank You February, Hello March

Hello peeps,

Hello March,

Ehhh! Dah bulan march. Cepat je masa berlalu. Fuhhhh. 

#throwback #January

Something happened in my life. Just soo suddently happened. My heart broken soo badly. It just a week before my internship. i just like why me AGAIN. i hurt a lots AGAIN. 21 January 2014. i will remember this date for the whole my life. Thank you my dear friends for always be with me and bring back my happiness.Thank you Allah for helping me a lots to go through this test.

#throwback #February

Heyyy! its February. My month of course. My Birthday was on 20 February. To my lovely friends, thank you for the wishes and dhua. I'm soo happy. Slowly forget January sadness. February just give me a great memory to keep it in my heart and to heal my heart. Alhamdulillah. Allah help me AGAIN. Many good things happened. It starts from got a nice exam result. After that, one by one good things happened to me. February cheer me a lots. February totally awesome. Thank you February.

The PAST is behind, learn from it.

The FUTURE is ahead, prepare from it

The PRESENT is here, live it.

Congrates

Hello!
We meet again. Internship life is awesome! i fall in love with the hotel environment. Soo nice and soo peace. of course i'm busy but still enjoying my work. i'm happy with my office mate. They are soo nice.  A lot of works need to be done. Since the hotel gain much loses last month. Finance department become very busy. They need to da a lot of works to recover back the lost. As what i've been told by my supervisor. if the hotel gain lost for 3 months then the hotel need to close down. If that happen then i'm in danger. Pheww. i hope that not happen.

Today, i was asked by my supervisor to check very detail on cash, paid out and voiding report. The reason for this, dia syak ada cashier songlap duit. imagine beb. keje cashier tp senang2 je nak tukar iphone, S4, Note 3 and semua yang canggih2 and the latest. Most of them pula tu tukar phone pada masa yang sama. Even auditor pun tak mampu nak tukar fon semudah itu. i'll work hard. Yang penting hotel tak tutup and aku pun tenang nak teruskan internship aku.

Btw, even i'm quite busy but miss spy tetap buat kerja dia ok. The latest news is WOW!. You're getting married with her. Congratulation la awak. Semoga awak bahagia sampai akhir hayat. Dah kawin nanti jaga bini tu elok2. She has a car then you have a house. She is beautiful then you are cute. Errrr. This is honestly from my heart. Both of you completing each other in every aspect. Event tempat kerja pun sama. Senang la both of you nak pergi kerja sama2. So, have a happy life la untuk korang. Semoga dapat anak yg comel, cantik and hensem.

But learning is learning. This one i never let go. Karma is on the way. Just wait for the right time. You need to learn so that you never do it again. i'm sorry for this.

Good Luck

Dear awak,

Ouchhh...you've got new life. Better from me i guest. That girl kerja tempat sama dgn awak kan? Senang awak nak jumpa hari-hari kan? She's soo beautiful and sweet. If i'm a guy pun saya suka kat dia and boleh berubah hati sebabkan girl secantik tu. i'm happy for your happiness. Eventhough i disappointed with you because you give a nonsense reason to leave me. Saya tahu awak tipu saya. Banyak benda awak tipu saya. Then, sebab tu saya tak boleh terima alasan awak tu. Saya tak boleh nak lepaskan awak at first.

After you leave me, i try to find the truth. i still remember your last word for me. Until now. Deep!. You said "i try hard". But you did not do as what you say. i'm the only one who try hard. Saya tanya orang tu. Saya tanya orang ni. Saya pergi cari kat sana. Pergi cari kat sini. Follow ke sana. Follow ke sini. Dah lama saya berhenti jadi miss spy and sebab kan awak saya jadi miss spy balik for a week. Semata-mata nak cari kebenaran. Awak tak kenal saya sepenuhnya lagi. i'm the one yang sanggup struggle untuk dapatkan apa yang saya nak. Saya akan cuba buat apa saja. Even it hurts me a lots. Even benda tu salah. At least saya cuba. usaha. Macam mana saya stuggle gila-gila masa study, macam tu la juga saya struggle untuk dapatkan kebenaran ni.

Alhamdulillah, Allah helps me a lots. Satu-satu dia tunjukkan kat saya. Saya ikut gerak hati saya. Benda yang mustahil untuk saya pun jadi tak mustahil. Saya dapat jawapan lebih dari yang sepatutnya. Saya speechless dengan kebenaran. Sangat-sangat terkejut. Apa-apa pun saya bersyukur sangat and now saya rasa sangat tenang. Ini la ketenangan yang saya maksudkan kat awak dulu. Saya doakan awak bahagia. Please don't hurt her. Jaga dia elok-elok. Good luck for your future. Take care.

Sincerely,
ASP's Daughter.