life

Haiiiiiii.....
Just two things only! 1st.....a good news and 2nd.......a bad news....i will start with a good news....see this!

My Laptop....hehehe....it's alive....laptop mira dah elok la...i can use it and of course la i'm extremly happy....i love u my dear laptop...muaaahhhh.....thanks abah....i love u sooooooo muchhhhh!

Now....the bad news....it's about my beloved RANTAI....rantai mira dah putus....i'm soo sad....i wear it since i'm in 2nd sem....now i'm in last sem (part 6) hey...bkn stakat rantai tu putus but loket dy pun hilang la....that's why i'm really sad...hurm...for sure i don't have any other rantai to replace it......

am i?

Hey all....
For your information i'm in a holiday mood....for sure....i have a lot of rest time...just a few days a ago...i went to wedding ceremony...as usual...it's lively...in a big and beautiful hall and a lot people came....dato2 and datin2.....fuhhh....sometimes i hope that i would have such wedding ceremony....i'm quite happy at there...of course la i can cuci cuci mata (naughty girl)...hehehe...but just one thing that i can't accept....i got a candies just like my little brothers....at that time....in my mind.....omg...am i look like a little girl?....i'm 20th already...haihhh....i can't say anything but just take it and enjoy my food.....

After that...i follow my mom went to a shop...my mom went to find her things.....i just stand at one side in the shop and waiting for my mom...suddently...one of the shop worker asking me....are you form 4 or form 5?.....once more time...omg....am i not big enough to be 20th years old girl????????

it's mine!

Hey...i'm coming back...once again...new updated from me..

take a look at these pictures

(: these make me smile a lot :)

i LOVE burger damn much!!!

new style of delivery

burger + topup

it taste good...yummy

hey...that's my fav choc!

i got double..hehehe

i like that cute pinky!

p/s: thanks a lot dear for all this things...i heart you very much :)

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Sesal / Regret

Setelah sekian lama.....mira kembali!
waktu Malaysia sekarang pukul 5.20 pagi tp mata still tak boleh tidur....haih...actually mira tak tahu nak tulis apa...sementara menunggu subuh mira cuba mengisi masa terluang ni dgn menulis sesuatu di blog kesayangan mira ni...


Erm...setiap seorang manusia mesti melakukan kesalahan kan? nobody is perfect..right?  ok....kalau kita tengok dalam filem or drama mst ada pasal penyesalan...act...dalam realiti pun ada gak...memang manusia ni suka menyesal dulu baru dia tersedar and berdiri di atas bumi yg nyata...selagi tak menyesal dia tak sedar....contohnye mcm ni....kita selalu buat jahat kat orang...bukan main seronok lagi kita aniaya orang tp bila dah kena kt batang hidung sendiri baru nk sedar kan...betapa jahatnya kita dulu...contoh lain pulak.....cm mira....mira ni student....suka study last minit....study last minit ni memang kelam kabut la kan...mase kelam kabut study tu mesti mira terfikir...kalau mira study awal awal mesti tak kn kelam kabut...otak pun tak la serabut mane....nak contoh lain pulak....erm...ape ae? haaaa.....kita selalu g bazir kan duit kita....pergi makan kat hotel la....pergi shopping la (perempuan la)...kalau lelaki...pergi modified kereta or motor...beli gadget baru la....takpun hari hari pergi main game kat cyber cafe berjam jam dan mcm2 lagi...mase melabur tu memang la seronok tp bila dah lame lame....mesti terfikir....betapa banyak nya kita membazir....kalau simpan duit tu...mase depan nanti tak la kita susah sngt..at least kita dah ada saving yg boleh bantu kita....tak de mengagau nak pergi buat loan je....yg ni orang yg sedar jew la boleh fikir sikit...back to basic...nobody is perfect...sampai satu masa....manusia tu sendiri akan sedar dan berdiri di atas bumi yang nyata....bak kata pepatah...sudah terhantuk baru tergadah...yeke? dah lama tak belajar bm....ntah betul or tak ayat tu...hehe


ok la....azan subuh dah berkumandang....mira nk solat then nak pergi tidur....tataaaaaaaaa!!!

Tak Penting Pun!!!!

Salam all...

Aku ni bkn owner blog ni..so xde la nk bunge2 mcm gurlz sowang 2..hahaha

die suh aku tulis la kat blog die ni..so,ngan rse xmalu nye ape ag aku pown tlis je pe yg trlints kat kple aku ni..huhuhu

tadi aku bkk youtube..tetibe je aku teringt lagu ni...nk tau lagu pe..lagu Utusan Rindu..lirik die bley than gak jiwang..hohohoho..erm ni liriknye..klo nk dgr lagu nye sendiri bkk youtube k..aku xtau cre nk upload kat blog ni...huhuhu

Utusan Rindu 


Bagaikan pungguk merindui rembulan
Kuasyik memuja kadang waktu terlena
Mampu melihat nun jauh di alam maya
Tapi tak terdaya
Menggapai menyapanya


Utusan rindu merindui dirimu
Kau sering beradu
Dalam igauan mimpiku

Tapi kutahu jauh dari pancainderaku
Cuma kumampu melukis impianku


Kan kubina singgahsana
Di kaki pelangi indah
Agar cahaya rindu ini
Mengelilingi ku


Apakah itu cuma, cuma impianku saja
Sedangkan hakikatnya engkau dan aku berbeza
Andainya kau terima impian menjadi nyata
Itulah dikatakan jodohnya kita di tangan Tuhan


Tapi kutahu kau jauh di mataku
Cuma kumampu melukis impianku

Mampu melihat kau jauh dari pancainderaku
Tapi tak terdaya menggapai mencapainya




erm tu la liriknye..
erm dh xde idea plak nk taip pe...
erm xpe la..Nur Mirrah Izzatul Afifah..2 la ape yg trlints kat pale ni tok try cbe post first time kat blog anda k..hohoho
d-_-b dn_nb do_ob d0_0b

From: Spirit
Edit by Nur Mirrah

Oldest TTL

Wink Wink Wink 

Finally, about a month....i found u...you active back....

btw

to : Khairul Nizam Bin Ahmad

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

wish you happy always, may ALLAH bless you always, take good care of yourself

Calling Back Memory

Heyyy.....it's NOVEMBER la...huh ! sorry for being soo jakun and it's already late to say like that but do i care ! huh !  my heart really love to say NOVEMBER ! NOVEMBER ! NOVEMBER ! hahaha....the best la kalau dapat jerit so loudly that word....grrrrrr...i LOVE you soo much la NOVEMBER....ok ! cukup mira ! dh bnyk sngt kau merepek....huh ! hahaha

can't you see anything?

Back to the topic....calling back memory...back to the past...what i did last year in this month...? huh ? i used listening to TTL and now i start again listening to that song almost everyday...huh ! has anyone know that story..? huh ! grrrrr

p/s : can you count how many times i wrote this word >>> huh ! .... *i love to sigh

bye bye blog

bye bye my blogs

bye bye facebooks

i'll be back later

will have a long journey

pray for a safe journey until  i arrive at my destination

.........

sekali lagi

Hurmmm

maaf tapi saya sngt terluka dgn perbuatan awak

):saya harap sngt ini kali terakhir awk buat macam tu kat saya :(

saya hanya seorang manusia biasa yg dicipta mempunyai hati dan perasaan

mungkin sy tak faham situasi awak dan awk mungkin juga tak faham apa yg saya rasa

tapi hati saya dah terlalu bnyk luka

saya minta maaf if saya mampu jadi teman terbaik dalam hidup awak

My blogs

Long time ago...
people need a pen and a book as a diary to write everythings.


Now,
most of internet users just need a blog to write everythings and keep it as a diary.


Same goes to me...thanks to my blogs...they help me a lot and make me feel good even just for a while...people do said....we need to share our problem with someone else so that we can feel good after that and i will write it in my blog instead of share it with my beloved friends...

p/s: i like your new blog post, zarina....nice, cute and sweet....how lucky you are :)

sleep is a good medicine

How you get sleepy after crying, 

It's like your mind telling you,

"you've suffered enough, it's time to shut down for a bit."

Gedik!

5 months 2 days

hehe....mekasih awk coz stay still dgn saya....tahan dgn kerenah sy yg awk kate GEDIK tp awk tu OVER GEDIK okeyh...huhu....mekasih juge sbb still mampu buat saya tersenyum lagi sampai sekarang....papepun...terima kasih bnyk2 utk semua rasa bahagia yg awk bg...

heart you soo much dear...

please stay happy...

p/s : i miss you dear ... so much love for you ....

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Day & Night

saya rasa 

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saya tak mampu bersuara lagi

rasa mcm nightmare

soo late

Disana berkata begitu

Disini berkata begitu

kepelbagaian suara

owhhh......sungguh membosankan

semuanya tanpa jawapan yg pasti

kehilangan perasaan

serasi bersama kekosongan

kerimasan semakin menyubur

kecelaruan fikiran

keputusannye:

tanpa suara

tanpa paksaan

buang harapan

They always advising me 

• take care mira
• jage diri elok elok
• jgn lupa makan
• jgn nakal nakal

How such caring they are ? tp mira tak pernah nk dgr semua tu ... i just playing with their words ... how cruel am i to them ? sometimes i felt guilty for my act to them ? i always ignore them ? i can't even see them ? how pity am i ? i should treat them nicely but i'm didn't .... i hurt them very much ...

p/s : i'm sorry very much but please listen to me ... please stop hoping .... i'm not enough good for you ....

Worthless

Lebam !

Bengkak !

ape seyhhh

just satu permintaan je

itu pun tak boleh jgk ke ?

small and simple thing

itu pun saya tak boleh dpt jgk ke ?

awk nk berahsia .... saya ikut je kan

saya senyap

semuanye saya senyap je kan ?

ada ke saya bising ape ape skunk ?

tak ada kan ?

saya diam kan ?

saya dan kawan kawan sama je kan

tak apa la

kalau saya ckp bnyk bnyk pun tak guna jgk

awk tak kan faham apa yg saya rasa

for a guy every each matter is small and simple things only

it's fact that ALL guys LOVE to HURT girl very much even for once !

.........

Amekaw

Yeahhh...just 3 more paper...MGT340 is waiting for me.....

Now...i want to forget about the stupid mistake for FIN320 paper....

grrrrrrr !!!!!

Haih....same prob come to me...

nak sngt berlagak SINGLE kan...

AMEKAW !

skunk padan muke mira dpt new assignment....

must submit it after sem holiday....

that is an AWESOME assignment.....

Thanks to my beloved lecture for the GREAT assignment...

INS 200

Weeeeeee...one paper already finished....bye bye INS200

4 papers still waiting for me

my next paper is FIN320

haihhh....mcm mne nk jwb ni...formula bnyk lagi tak hafal...

be serious mira ! this is final okeyh !

To FIN320....please be good to me ! don't make make confuse okeyhhhh....

To my beloved reader....doakan la mira leyh jwb semua soalan final dgn lancar and tenang...

i hope...no more careless mistake will be made by me especially for FIN320 paper...

p/s : mira tak nak soalan RATIO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i hope that i can ignore you in my daily life 

Pantun Ngok Ngek

Hoi...hoi....post kali just memenuhi permintaan org je....dia suruh post kat blog ni...actually mira tak nk pun post...ase cm geli2 gitu bile baca...to kamu....baca la tu bape bnyk kali kamu suke....for your information....mira bc sekali je benda ni....pastu...tak larat dah nk baca lagi....hahahahah

Bermula dgn sekadar mengurat
Lalu bertemu di satu tempat
Maka tangan pun mula melorat
Lawan peluk tak kurang hebat

Bila peluk sama rapat
Nafas pun tersekat-sekat
Baju sendat turut terangkat
Gunung berluruh turut d’pnjat

Tinggi rendah,bacaan disukat
Jarum meter bepusing ligat
Lubang kosong mula tersumbat
Habis longgar dlunya ketat

Ular sakti menikam tepat
Bisa terpancut kononnya ubat
Ubat cinta tak pernah tergugat

9 bulan perut sarat

Dulu kosong skrg berat
Bila d’tnya kata terjerat
Time kangkang kononnya nikmat
Cepat lah abg cepat lah cepat

Pikir dunia tak ingat akhirat
Dapat baby di buang merempat
Masalah selesai kononnye selamat
Buat dulu pastu taubat

Tapi skrg sudah terlambat
Segala amalan di hitung di catat
Tunggu lah masa tunggu lah saat
Di akhirat kelak HANG TAKKAN SELAMATTT..

Dunia Luar

Di suatu petang yg sunyi....suasana yg cukup damai utk buat org tido...melemahkan lagi semangat mira nk study...best nye tngk membe tido tp mira taknk jgk tido even mengantok...why? 
sbb nk study la...fuhhh


Tiba-tiba.....


Handset berbunyi tanda msj masuk...i  guest the sender is my beloved one so mira biarkan jap...a few second later dy berbunyi lagi...that's mean dah 2 msj masuk...peliknye...then mira stop from study and look at my phone...i'm a little bit shock...the first text from someone that i knew very well long time ago...the second text of course from my beloved one...now...forget about the second text...bila mira bc msj pertama tu...mira berdebar sangat mase tu...jantung mira berdegup kencang sangat...giler ke ape mira ni....huhhh....mira tak tahu kenapa..


The text sound like this ... "Dunia luar ..bosan.."


The sender just remind me about the past...the past that make me to be a strong girl and jadi sangat2 degil dlm apa jua keadaan sampai skunk...then i'm asking "ape yg bosan?" .... 


then dia reply ....  "ingt lg tak mak su mira pnah ckap pasal dunia luar ?"


then mira reply ... "ingt..mira xpnah lupe pn benda2 cm tu..tp ape y buat ****** bosan?


then dy reply bla bla bla bla bal ... it's all about past ..... kami terus texting sampai petang sambil tu mira study la jgk .... 


Hurmmm .... i've forget everything ... why must you wake up my past from a long sleep ? from time to time you always do the same things to me ... now ... mira dah tak kenal siapa awk .... serius .... when you asking me i'm looking at you like what ? my answer is .... i don't know .... i just knew you in the past but not in the present ... ini pertama kali dalam hidup mira .... mira cakap kat org tu yg mira tak kenal dia and serius memang mira tak kenal dia sekarang ni ... you're like stranger to me ... first time mira rasa perasaan macam ni ... 


Then apa kaitan tajuk entry dgn pe yg mira tulis skunk ... ok ... masa zaman sek dulu dulu .... kite slalu dgr yg dunia luar tu mencabar .... dunia luar tu jgk dpt ubah seseorg tu ( maksu yg ckp ) ... sekarang memang terbukti yg dunia luar tu memang dpt mengubah seseorang .... to my maksu ... mulut maksu ni sangat masin .... sangat sangat  masin ..... tak sangka dia ingat lagi kata2 maksu tu ....


Ermmm .... we must remember that future is unexpected ... mcm2 boleh jadi .... so be prepared ?


To my dear .... saya sangat risau kan awk .... sangat sangat risau kan awk .... infinity risau ... bila sy pk pasal dunia luar .... serius sy risau kan awk .....

Teluk Bidara ~FIN323~

Seharian suntuk di Teluk Bidara ... demi quiz yg terakhir .... nk tak nk kena pegi jugak even out of mood ... after main 5 outdoor games .... berakhir la quiz terakhir utk FIN323 .... release satu beban .... kalah menang adat permainan kan ... kalau dah main mst la tak terlepas dari risiko kecederaan ... ni lah padahnya bila careless mase main ... best sngt bila pergelangan tangan sndiri dipijak org ... mira tahu kawan mira tak sengaja so tak perlu la mira nk marah dia .... ni mistake mira gak coz careless sngt mase main .... 

sakit tu memang sakit tp tak sesakit hati yg terluka

kwang kwang kwang

makkk !!! t kakak balik mak tolong urutkan taw tangan ni .... maaf coz akak tak dpt balik cuti ni 

btw 

thanks to my beloved friends yg cuba menceriakan hari mira 

Sayang korang Muah Muah ....

Hak Penjagaan

Saya nak ambil balik hak penjagaan hati saya....jaga sendiri lagi baik drpd bg org lain jaga....nah amek balik hati awk...hati awk ni degil sangat....saya tak nak jaga hati yg mcm ni....dia nk orang lain yg jaga...tak kira la mcm mana pun....saya nk amek balik hati saya.....kalau awk nk hati saya...pastikan hati awk tu rela dijage oleh saya...bukan separuh je k...even sesuku pun tp saya nk sepenuhnya rela...tak nak dah degil2 duk sibuk nk suruh org lain jage....saya dh cukup faham hati awk so skunk saya nk awk fhm hati saya pulak k...right now....saya akan jaga hati saya sendiri....saya akan bg dia kasih sayang yg sepenuh nye....saya akan rawat dia sendiri....

Learn to forget

Ouchhhhh.....susah kan nk lupakan orang yang banyk bagi kesan dalam hidup kita....even org tu hanye sementara dlm hidup kite or even org tu just kawan yg sangat rapat dgn kite satu ketika dahulu....tak kira la ape jua situasion....setiap insan yg hadir dlm hidup kite akan kekal dlm ingatan kita unless kite sendiri yg hilang ingatan...hehehe....bila org tu tak ada lagi dlm hidup kita mst kita rasa kelainan dlm perjalan hidup kita...mcm ada yg kurang or hidup kita tak jadi seindah yg dahulunya....apabila perasaan itu wujud...semestinya akan wujud persoalan dlm hati....macam mane kita nk lupakan org tu....apa perlu kite buat utk lupakan org tu....perlu ke kita buat cm tu...perlu ke kita wt cm ni? haihhh...i know this situasion very well...

what am i going to do to forget this type of person?

• 1st skali mst la mira jauh kan diri dari org tu....even mira & dia dh memang jauh jauh....mira akan buat kiteorg jadi lagi jauh.
• kalo dh jauh tu mst la tak nak contact dgn dia lagi...nk tngk muke dia pun mira tak ingin...memang la mcm ssh plus ada sakit sikit but i think that is the best way.
• pastu mira akan cube think positive & pandang ke depan....dia just tak de dh dlm hidup kita tp dunia belum kiamat lagi beb....mase depan menanti kita....kawan kawan kita ramai lagi kowt....hargai siapa yg kita ada skunk atau dorang pulak yg pergi dr hidup korang.
• yang ni kejam sikit....bila dah lame tak ingt pasal dorg then tetiba terpaksa mengadap muka dorang of course mira akan tarik muka...why? wtf la nk baik dgn dorang balik even dorang adalah kawab baik kpd kawan kite....dia ingt kita ni mainan....kalo rasa nk kawan dgn kite ye kawan la tp bila dh senang or dh jumpa kebahagian sndiri...mula la jauhkan diri dari kita...
• ok kawan kawan....korang dah nmpak kan...kalau rasa seronok dimain kan mcm tu.... korang terus kan la berada disamping mereka....kalau tak nk bertambah sakit....please look at what already you have....appreciate them and don't make other fooling you like a toy.

p/s : mira bukan nk buruk sangka dgn orang lain tp mira kenal sangat dgn org mcm tu...mira banyak belajar dari pengalaman....

saya sayang awak sangat sangat tapi saya macam tak layak untuk semua tu ... awk cakap saya dah hilangkan hati awk ... macam mana saya nak teruskan dgn awak tp hati awk tak ada pun dengan saya ... saya nk awk and at the same times saya nk hati awak jugak .... saya tahu apa yang saya buat tu tersangat la bodoh and sangat kebudak-budakan .... saya dah bunuh diri saya sendiri .... saya rindu awak tp rindu tu dah makan diri saya sendiri ...  saya hilang tujuan dan saya tak tahu nak buat macam mana lagi ..... saya masih mengharap pada peluang tp saya tahu tu mustahil untuk saya .... mesti awak benci saya sangat sangat atas tindakan bodoh yg saya dah buat ....

p/s : i still love you and i really need you now