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Dear momentos,
it has been a few years i live without you.
i've go through soo much pain and happiness.
banyak benda saya belajar.
i learn how to move on. how to accept all the pain.
i learn how to forgive and forget.
i learn how to fight for my self.
it has been soo hard for me but now saya adapted to it.
kadang-kadang saya rindu tp saya tahan semua perasaan tu.
now, i'm happy with my new life.
saya gembira dengan apa yang saya ada sekarang.
kawan-kawan. family. mereka sentiasa ada untuk saya.
setiap pagi bila bangun dari tidur.
i'll tell my self. it a new day for me. i should enjoy my day.
The reason i'm coming back because i want to move on my life without any regret.
i'm sorry if i'm disturbing you atau buat awak rasa serabut or anything else.
i don't mean for it.
i do not hope we being like we used to be.
it just enough for me to be friends. a good friend maybe.
we can share everything like other friends. like me and my friends.

this totally sincerely from my heart.
keep smile. keep happiness.

Hold it

Mid sem holidays give soo much fun to me. i'll use this time wisely. ermmm, what should i write then. it already 5.26 a.m. i still can't get sleep. actually i just finished watching rooftop prince. such a nice story. i like it. i want to write something but how should i write it? this hard for me.

After a long time. i'm fine with my life. such a peaceful life. suddently something happened. it starts when i'm trying adapted to a new life. this is a type of feeling. i don't know what this called but it very deep in my heart. i don't know why. i'm still searching for the answer. it is love or crush or amazing or anything else. i just hate this feeling. i can't feel better with this feeling. why i've to be like this? i'm totally hate this. it just kind of problem for me. sometime it make me want to say like this " what is the fucking feeling of this?". i'm a little rude right? sorry. what i'm going to say is i feel awful with all this things. just enough for this time. till we meet again. bye.

Sunway Lagoon and Sunway Piramid

This is the real holidays . I had much fun with my friends . Miss Cqen, Miss Syima, Miss Syazana and Mr Atha . I'll never forget all the memory . Thanks friends for the exciting days . weeee~~

 

After a long time

Banyak nya habuk ! kan ? dah lama tak main kat sini . Sangat-sangat busy dengan tempat baru . 1 sem dah berlalu . Kota Bharu (KB) . it still new for me . tengah semester break sambil tunggu result . seram sejuk je bila pk pasal result . so, mira tak nak pk . stop thinking about exam result . nak duduk umah . nak rehat puas-puas dan nak enjoy sampai lebam . After this, akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk update blog yang berhabuk sangat ni . wait for next update . wink wink wink !

To someone that called 3 month memories

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore.

It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.

Letting go isn't about winning or losing.

It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.

Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.

It's not about giving in or giving up.

Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat.

To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.

It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.

Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing.

To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.

It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will

soon gain.

Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.

LETTING GO IS GROWING UP

Credit to Best Quotes

SUCK

Warghhhhhhhhh.....i just take my ENT test and i can't perform well for this test....saya tak boleh jawab!!! saya tak ada peluang lain! hanya ada satu test ni sahaja! grrrrrrrrrrrr......only final exam and my project paper can help me but saya tak yakin untuk jawab final exam....can i? it totally suck la...got many things to do....lots of assignment....lots of problem.....i'm totally stress right now....
ok....thank you....
bye!

Grrrrrrrrr

Wink Wink Wink

it's already 3.10 a.m and i still can't get sleep but get sooooo stressed.....grrrrrrr...guest what....test Fin329 is waiting for me tomorrow.....haihhh....i still not cover for my reading...calculation? 50% maybe....still can't remember all the formula....i hate formula! grrrrrrrrr.....

btw

wish me luck for my test....

hope i do not do my fav mistake.....careless!!

 i will try to read question CAREFULLY.

have to

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life

Haiiiiiii.....
Just two things only! 1st.....a good news and 2nd.......a bad news....i will start with a good news....see this!

My Laptop....hehehe....it's alive....laptop mira dah elok la...i can use it and of course la i'm extremly happy....i love u my dear laptop...muaaahhhh.....thanks abah....i love u sooooooo muchhhhh!

Now....the bad news....it's about my beloved RANTAI....rantai mira dah putus....i'm soo sad....i wear it since i'm in 2nd sem....now i'm in last sem (part 6) hey...bkn stakat rantai tu putus but loket dy pun hilang la....that's why i'm really sad...hurm...for sure i don't have any other rantai to replace it......

am i?

Hey all....
For your information i'm in a holiday mood....for sure....i have a lot of rest time...just a few days a ago...i went to wedding ceremony...as usual...it's lively...in a big and beautiful hall and a lot people came....dato2 and datin2.....fuhhh....sometimes i hope that i would have such wedding ceremony....i'm quite happy at there...of course la i can cuci cuci mata (naughty girl)...hehehe...but just one thing that i can't accept....i got a candies just like my little brothers....at that time....in my mind.....omg...am i look like a little girl?....i'm 20th already...haihhh....i can't say anything but just take it and enjoy my food.....

After that...i follow my mom went to a shop...my mom went to find her things.....i just stand at one side in the shop and waiting for my mom...suddently...one of the shop worker asking me....are you form 4 or form 5?.....once more time...omg....am i not big enough to be 20th years old girl????????

it's mine!

Hey...i'm coming back...once again...new updated from me..

take a look at these pictures

(: these make me smile a lot :)

i LOVE burger damn much!!!

new style of delivery

burger + topup

it taste good...yummy

hey...that's my fav choc!

i got double..hehehe

i like that cute pinky!

p/s: thanks a lot dear for all this things...i heart you very much :)

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Sesal / Regret

Setelah sekian lama.....mira kembali!
waktu Malaysia sekarang pukul 5.20 pagi tp mata still tak boleh tidur....haih...actually mira tak tahu nak tulis apa...sementara menunggu subuh mira cuba mengisi masa terluang ni dgn menulis sesuatu di blog kesayangan mira ni...


Erm...setiap seorang manusia mesti melakukan kesalahan kan? nobody is perfect..right?  ok....kalau kita tengok dalam filem or drama mst ada pasal penyesalan...act...dalam realiti pun ada gak...memang manusia ni suka menyesal dulu baru dia tersedar and berdiri di atas bumi yg nyata...selagi tak menyesal dia tak sedar....contohnye mcm ni....kita selalu buat jahat kat orang...bukan main seronok lagi kita aniaya orang tp bila dah kena kt batang hidung sendiri baru nk sedar kan...betapa jahatnya kita dulu...contoh lain pulak.....cm mira....mira ni student....suka study last minit....study last minit ni memang kelam kabut la kan...mase kelam kabut study tu mesti mira terfikir...kalau mira study awal awal mesti tak kn kelam kabut...otak pun tak la serabut mane....nak contoh lain pulak....erm...ape ae? haaaa.....kita selalu g bazir kan duit kita....pergi makan kat hotel la....pergi shopping la (perempuan la)...kalau lelaki...pergi modified kereta or motor...beli gadget baru la....takpun hari hari pergi main game kat cyber cafe berjam jam dan mcm2 lagi...mase melabur tu memang la seronok tp bila dah lame lame....mesti terfikir....betapa banyak nya kita membazir....kalau simpan duit tu...mase depan nanti tak la kita susah sngt..at least kita dah ada saving yg boleh bantu kita....tak de mengagau nak pergi buat loan je....yg ni orang yg sedar jew la boleh fikir sikit...back to basic...nobody is perfect...sampai satu masa....manusia tu sendiri akan sedar dan berdiri di atas bumi yang nyata....bak kata pepatah...sudah terhantuk baru tergadah...yeke? dah lama tak belajar bm....ntah betul or tak ayat tu...hehe


ok la....azan subuh dah berkumandang....mira nk solat then nak pergi tidur....tataaaaaaaaa!!!

Tak Penting Pun!!!!

Salam all...

Aku ni bkn owner blog ni..so xde la nk bunge2 mcm gurlz sowang 2..hahaha

die suh aku tulis la kat blog die ni..so,ngan rse xmalu nye ape ag aku pown tlis je pe yg trlints kat kple aku ni..huhuhu

tadi aku bkk youtube..tetibe je aku teringt lagu ni...nk tau lagu pe..lagu Utusan Rindu..lirik die bley than gak jiwang..hohohoho..erm ni liriknye..klo nk dgr lagu nye sendiri bkk youtube k..aku xtau cre nk upload kat blog ni...huhuhu

Utusan Rindu 


Bagaikan pungguk merindui rembulan
Kuasyik memuja kadang waktu terlena
Mampu melihat nun jauh di alam maya
Tapi tak terdaya
Menggapai menyapanya


Utusan rindu merindui dirimu
Kau sering beradu
Dalam igauan mimpiku

Tapi kutahu jauh dari pancainderaku
Cuma kumampu melukis impianku


Kan kubina singgahsana
Di kaki pelangi indah
Agar cahaya rindu ini
Mengelilingi ku


Apakah itu cuma, cuma impianku saja
Sedangkan hakikatnya engkau dan aku berbeza
Andainya kau terima impian menjadi nyata
Itulah dikatakan jodohnya kita di tangan Tuhan


Tapi kutahu kau jauh di mataku
Cuma kumampu melukis impianku

Mampu melihat kau jauh dari pancainderaku
Tapi tak terdaya menggapai mencapainya




erm tu la liriknye..
erm dh xde idea plak nk taip pe...
erm xpe la..Nur Mirrah Izzatul Afifah..2 la ape yg trlints kat pale ni tok try cbe post first time kat blog anda k..hohoho
d-_-b dn_nb do_ob d0_0b

From: Spirit
Edit by Nur Mirrah

Oldest TTL

Wink Wink Wink 

Finally, about a month....i found u...you active back....

btw

to : Khairul Nizam Bin Ahmad

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

wish you happy always, may ALLAH bless you always, take good care of yourself

Calling Back Memory

Heyyy.....it's NOVEMBER la...huh ! sorry for being soo jakun and it's already late to say like that but do i care ! huh !  my heart really love to say NOVEMBER ! NOVEMBER ! NOVEMBER ! hahaha....the best la kalau dapat jerit so loudly that word....grrrrrr...i LOVE you soo much la NOVEMBER....ok ! cukup mira ! dh bnyk sngt kau merepek....huh ! hahaha

can't you see anything?

Back to the topic....calling back memory...back to the past...what i did last year in this month...? huh ? i used listening to TTL and now i start again listening to that song almost everyday...huh ! has anyone know that story..? huh ! grrrrr

p/s : can you count how many times i wrote this word >>> huh ! .... *i love to sigh

bye bye blog

bye bye my blogs

bye bye facebooks

i'll be back later

will have a long journey

pray for a safe journey until  i arrive at my destination

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sekali lagi

Hurmmm

maaf tapi saya sngt terluka dgn perbuatan awak

):saya harap sngt ini kali terakhir awk buat macam tu kat saya :(

saya hanya seorang manusia biasa yg dicipta mempunyai hati dan perasaan

mungkin sy tak faham situasi awak dan awk mungkin juga tak faham apa yg saya rasa

tapi hati saya dah terlalu bnyk luka

saya minta maaf if saya mampu jadi teman terbaik dalam hidup awak

My blogs

Long time ago...
people need a pen and a book as a diary to write everythings.


Now,
most of internet users just need a blog to write everythings and keep it as a diary.


Same goes to me...thanks to my blogs...they help me a lot and make me feel good even just for a while...people do said....we need to share our problem with someone else so that we can feel good after that and i will write it in my blog instead of share it with my beloved friends...

p/s: i like your new blog post, zarina....nice, cute and sweet....how lucky you are :)

sleep is a good medicine

How you get sleepy after crying, 

It's like your mind telling you,

"you've suffered enough, it's time to shut down for a bit."

Gedik!

5 months 2 days

hehe....mekasih awk coz stay still dgn saya....tahan dgn kerenah sy yg awk kate GEDIK tp awk tu OVER GEDIK okeyh...huhu....mekasih juge sbb still mampu buat saya tersenyum lagi sampai sekarang....papepun...terima kasih bnyk2 utk semua rasa bahagia yg awk bg...

heart you soo much dear...

please stay happy...

p/s : i miss you dear ... so much love for you ....

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Day & Night

saya rasa 

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saya tak mampu bersuara lagi

rasa mcm nightmare

soo late

Disana berkata begitu

Disini berkata begitu

kepelbagaian suara

owhhh......sungguh membosankan

semuanya tanpa jawapan yg pasti

kehilangan perasaan

serasi bersama kekosongan

kerimasan semakin menyubur

kecelaruan fikiran

keputusannye:

tanpa suara

tanpa paksaan

buang harapan

They always advising me 

• take care mira
• jage diri elok elok
• jgn lupa makan
• jgn nakal nakal

How such caring they are ? tp mira tak pernah nk dgr semua tu ... i just playing with their words ... how cruel am i to them ? sometimes i felt guilty for my act to them ? i always ignore them ? i can't even see them ? how pity am i ? i should treat them nicely but i'm didn't .... i hurt them very much ...

p/s : i'm sorry very much but please listen to me ... please stop hoping .... i'm not enough good for you ....

Worthless

Lebam !

Bengkak !

ape seyhhh

just satu permintaan je

itu pun tak boleh jgk ke ?

small and simple thing

itu pun saya tak boleh dpt jgk ke ?

awk nk berahsia .... saya ikut je kan

saya senyap

semuanye saya senyap je kan ?

ada ke saya bising ape ape skunk ?

tak ada kan ?

saya diam kan ?

saya dan kawan kawan sama je kan

tak apa la

kalau saya ckp bnyk bnyk pun tak guna jgk

awk tak kan faham apa yg saya rasa

for a guy every each matter is small and simple things only

it's fact that ALL guys LOVE to HURT girl very much even for once !

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