My Heart

Oouucchhhhh....it's really hurt....to cik yanie....btol kate awk smlm....kite slalu contra...kite ckit pun tak boleh lari dr kenyataan tu...dr dulu lgi kan...??? bila awk HAPPY sy akan SEDIH....see now....sy btol2 SEDIH...actually...he just remind me about my past...i can't imagine if he's same like my past...as you know....i never forget what i've to go through...it's totally hard for me...not enough with that...i just know something that i shouldn't know about it....i shouldn't see that thing....i shouldn't read that thing and the most important is i shouldn't open it...my stubborn just hurt myself...i hope this is just for a while....i'm not strong enough....please...please bring back my smile and happiness....